Met with the "Life Coach" today.........it went well, I think. We talked for about an hour. Mostly the conversation went towards letting it all go to a higher power - God. Well, as several of you know, I have been wanting more spiritual enlightenment for a while. My problem has been, time, and finding the right church.....i don't like the traditional churches so much, but find the arm waving a little much for my style. Anyway, I agreed that it would be great to find peace in this, and he prayed with me and prayed for me to have the Lord more effectively in my life. I agree, but also disclosed my anger about what God let happen to my daughter. So, we will see. He is off to Germany for treatment of cancer (I didn't probe on what type, etc....), but he seemed sincere and wants to help however he can. He has two daughters my age, both with young children, and was very interested in the whole vaccine thing.....I, again, told him I am not anti-vaccine, but think people need to be educated. I hope the relationship continues. We will see. He seemed like a very compassionate man who was suprised at how open I was willing to be with my issues. I just want help. If he can - great. If he can't, well, I didn't lose anything either. I am not going to hide my issues from those who want to see my life go in a positive direction - which is what I want. I know NOBODY can FIX it, but any direction, if positive, is appreciated.

Susan